Bad news...went to the specialist today and have to go for surgery.
Good news...he only does surgery on Tuesdays and is therefore solidly booked. Mine will be in four months.
Wait, maybe that's bad news though? I don't know.
He "wounded" me today in office and I wasn't prepared for it. What a sight, I went to visit Mom afterward and ending up throwing up while I was there. Mom kept asking if I was o.k.....that's not how it's supposed to be. I didn't stay long because I didn't want to worry her (too late I think). She's steadily going downhill and my heart is broken. But I can't even talk about it because I have to go die on the couch now.
I'm just going to keep on this whine/bitch fest indefinitely because I can. Sorry, Downer Deb's gonna' run with it awhile. We'll see about tomorrow...I might change my shitty attitude.
Good news...he only does surgery on Tuesdays and is therefore solidly booked. Mine will be in four months.
Wait, maybe that's bad news though? I don't know.
He "wounded" me today in office and I wasn't prepared for it. What a sight, I went to visit Mom afterward and ending up throwing up while I was there. Mom kept asking if I was o.k.....that's not how it's supposed to be. I didn't stay long because I didn't want to worry her (too late I think). She's steadily going downhill and my heart is broken. But I can't even talk about it because I have to go die on the couch now.
I'm just going to keep on this whine/bitch fest indefinitely because I can. Sorry, Downer Deb's gonna' run with it awhile. We'll see about tomorrow...I might change my shitty attitude.
posted by Deb at 6:50 PM
8 Comments:
thanks lala. I'm pulling some strength outta' your blog/attitude. I'm just so tired of this crap and want to get back to working out...I get damn cranky when I have to sit around and do nothing...after two minutes it gets old. I guess you can relate to that.
Oh Deb, I'm sorry to hear you have to go in for surgery, that sucks. Sorry...I can't think of a better word to describe the situation.
Are they giving you anything for the interm? I hope so. And don't apologise, we blog what we feel.
Deb, I am so sorry to hear this, on top of everything else happening in your life right now.
I'm thinking of you - have strength babe.
Aw, Deb sorry to hear about the surgery. Anyone that has to go through surgery has a green card for being on a whine/bitch fest.
Allison...nope, he just doubled my iron so I'm now taking 1200 mg/day. We've all had our share of stuff lately, haven't we?
Barb...when it rains it pours around this place. Thanks, it means a lot.
tc...well I feel much better when I can put it out there...don't know why really. And I'm watching the Pink Floyd Live Pulse (for the 100th time), so that's helping.
Sebastien...I needed that laugh, thanks. I'm going to take your advice and sucker punch the first person I run into tomorrow. I might kick them too.
You guys are the best.
Hey Deb, sorry to hear the news. Hope it gets better soon.
Deb ... hope the surgery is not a big deal type of surgery. Be well. You'll get better.
thanks guys...I don't think it'll be a big deal. And, thankfully, I got the news today that most things seem in order and my biggest fear (the big C) probably isn't the culprit. I was fairly terrified so this has eased my mind a lot.
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